My husband and I have been TTC for almost 2 years now. For 6 months I have seen a fertility specialist and have started my first round of clomid this past month. As of now, I am not pregnant and am pretty much at a low point, which would explain this post.
I am really getting tired of reading all the mom blogs with pregnant ladies showing off their tummies and gushing about pregnancy, there are A LOT of them, so this post is not geared at anyone in particular. To someone who hasn’t been able to get pregnant it is depressing. I know I should not read them, but it is like anything else and I can’t look away. I suppose I am insanely jealous, but all I feel is irritated. Again I know that most of the blogs I read are MOM blogs, so of course this should be expected, but right now they are not that much fun to read anymore.
I never thought it would be this hard to get pregnant, especially since my daughter was so easy. I found out I have PCOS which is probably the main cause of my infertility.
Hopefully within the next 3 months I will have some good news as our insurance does not cover infertility treatments and we really don’t have that money to spend. The whole situation sucks. Infertility sucks.
Dawn @ Coming to a Nursery Near You says:
It wasn’t until I gave up the idea of getting pregnant, that I got pregnant. (Well, that and losing 45 lbs LOL) Seriously, stop trying to hard. You’ll hear it a million times, but stress does NOT help. Good luck!
July 1st, 2008 at 3:28 pm