We had my daughters 4th birthday a few weekends ago and I really can’t believe how big she is getting so fast. Yes, the time does fly! We had an Ariel themed pool party and it turned out really nice even though we had some rain.

My husband and I have been TTC for almost 2 years now. For 6 months I have seen a fertility specialist and have started my first round of clomid this past month. As of now, I am not pregnant and am pretty much at a low point, which would explain this post.

I am really getting tired of reading all the mom blogs with pregnant ladies showing off their tummies and gushing about pregnancy, there are A LOT of them, so this post is not geared at anyone in particular. To someone who hasn’t been able to get pregnant it is depressing. I know I should not read them, but it is like anything else and I can’t look away. I suppose I am insanely jealous, but all I feel is irritated. Again I know that most of the blogs I read are MOM blogs, so of course this should be expected, but right now they are not that much fun to read anymore.

I never thought it would be this hard to get pregnant, especially since my daughter was so easy. I found out I have PCOS which is probably the main cause of my infertility.

Hopefully within the next 3 months I will have some good news as our insurance does not cover infertility treatments and we really don’t have that money to spend. The whole situation sucks. Infertility sucks.

*I personally took this picture back in 2002 with my best friend on a road trip from Florida to St. Louis, MO to visit my friend’s parents.